Holding Space for What's to Come

It's difficult for me to believe that it's been nearly a year since my last live broadcast on Contact Talk Radio. As I delivered my last show, I did so believing that within weeks I would be broadcasting again on a new station in Los Angeles. Funny how things change, sometimes suddenly, and our lives take a turn in a totally different direction. This past year has flown by, in retrospect, and there hasn't been a day that's passed that I haven't thought about being on the air, interviewing yet another great mind, and not missing it horribly. If it were as easy as snapping my fingers, I would be looking forward to this week's broadcast.  Ah, but it isn't that easy, and no matter how many times I may snap my fingers, the fact is I am STILL not in a position to return to the airwaves.  Being in this space has allowed me to look very closely at the interconnectedness of how our thoughts and actions create our realities. Clearly, there is something in my present belief system that holds on to the idea that this just isn't the right time for me to devote time, money and energy to being on the air.  For many months I have confided in my friend that something tells me it's not the right time. Does that sound strange? How could I 'want' something and yet hold on to a thought, simultaneously, that it's not the right time?  I ultimately defer to a very strong foundational belief I hold that is: Everything happens at the right time, and for the right reason. This thought/belief, has such power. It offers us peace of mind, asks us to...